WHAT MATTERS MOST

two words: Susan Boyle.

she has the confidence, the talent and that God-given gift of a beautiful voice. she's humble, courageous and strong. she, is the epitome of power.

she alone showed the world that it only takes 3seconds to change a stranger's perspective of their first impression of you with whatever beauty you have within. she demonstrated that whatever we have going on on the exterior is clearly irrelevant to indicators of us being unique individuals.

no one went on a talent show because their talent was how good-looking they were. even beauty pageants have talent segments, you dont see their contestants just standing there showing off their faces and doing nothing else.

i wanna effect that kind of 'awe' in people. i wanna be like her in this sense.

haha. but thats going to take a million years of effort and one huge miracle.

because looking at myself now, i have completely nothing to show for.